Kepeningan Melanda

Bile bercakap pasal kawen je, pening. Bile pening je, kawen... adoyaiii  T_______T

Dok kire bajet tiap2 ari and makin rase x smpat nk ckup kan duit. Mmg x sangke ssah gak rupenye nak kawen. Alhamdulillah Mr.Fiance sgt memahami. Banyak sgt yg die dah tolong dri segi financial, energy, emotion and etc. Tpi tang emotion tu yg tak tahan tu. Makin dekat hari nye, makin bnyk yg ade je tak kene. Moody terlebey plak.

!! Pang !! Bagi penampar kt diri sendiri.

Pelamin Idaman...tpi kompom high budget tak hengattt!

::: Update majlis nikah 22/9/12 :::

- Kursus Nikah √

- Pelamin + Deco √

- Baju Nikah + Make Up + Photographer √

At the moment, cuma 3 yg kt atas tu je yg dah confirm. Ade bnyk lagi nak cari and buat.

- Hantaran 15 dulang (naik juling mate tgk nombor tu. tatau nak letak ape dah. nasib la nak kawen ngan anak tunggal)

- Canopy

- Catering 

- Tok Kadi & permohonan nikah

::: Update majlis resepsi 23/9/12 :::

- Tempahan Dewan √

- Pelamin & Deco + Make up + Photographer √

- Catering √

- Wedding Dress √

- Bridesmaid & Family Outfit √

- Bunga Telur √ (thanks to Mak sbb susah payah nak mggentel bunga telor tu satu satu)

 

Untuk reception plak, tinggal door gift ngan kad je yg xde lagi. Alhamdulillah, walaupun x nampak sgt prepartion ni, tpi bnyk sbnarnye yang dah settle. Maybe sbb I ni gile kuase sgt kot. Sume bende i nak take charge. Smpai kan lagu2 utk majlis reception pun i nak arrange sndiri. Rasenye bile I yang incharged, evrything tu ade sentimental value yg tersendiri. Mcm lagu tu, it'll all consist of our favourite songs (well, actually 80% is mine...hahaha). Tpi Mr.Fiance ok je. Syukur..  

That's all for now. Nak pi mamam.... =D 

Love Don't Do

Love's a golden band, Little hands that have gripped a thousand years
You thought he was the only man, As he left you in your December tears
He don't deserve, A woman like you, A man like me
Needs to show you, What real love is supposed to be
Funny how the days of new, Keep speeding up
But the nights of old, Seem like they're slowing down
Baby don't you cry, To save the truth, From coming out
With words that let him go, I guarantee he won't be back around

Love don't do, What he did to you
Don't you know love was made for two, Me and you
Love don't do, What he did to you, Love don't leave you in the cold
Maybe the tale you've not been told, Story of all he did to you
Love don't do

Come in from the rain, Outside take off your coat
Come over here by the fireplace, I know baby, I know it feels so bad
When someone you love, Comes and leaves your side
Strange what desire, Can make people do, Following foolish pride
They say you don't really love somebody
'Til you love them enough to let them go
Seems these cliches had a reason to be made
His love came a lifetime too late, You had to let him know

Love don't do, What he did to you
Don't you know love was made for two, Me and you
Love don't do, What he did to you
Love don't leave you in the cold
Maybe the tale you've not been told
Story of all he did to you
Love don't do 

** song of the day. let's sing along. (jiwang mode)

Si Dia

Saya tau,

Saya banyak menyakiti,

Saya banyak memungkiri,

Namun dia tetap di sisi.

Semakin dekat semakin jauh,

Saya menjauh, dia cuba menghampiri,

Saya banyak menyendiri,

Tetapi dia tetap cuba menyelami,

Hati ini.

Mungkin saya terlalu rapuh,

Terlalu mudah menjadi bodoh,

Masih juga si dia tetap berdiri,

Susah senang mahu berkongsi,

Terima kasih kepada dia,

Si dia penyedap hati,

Craving

Teringin sangat la plak! Tetapi disebabkan keadaan badan yg tidak mengizinkan, kene HOLD dulu. Lpas tgk weight scale trun 5kg, baru bole dpt makan. Gift for myself bile dah berjaye turun kn berat badan. Hihihihi....ni makan die!

Tennessee Glaze Sauce yg sgt sweet dan menggiurkan....auwww!

Headache

YESS!!

Headache, stomachache, gastric...mcm2 lagi pn ade. Dengan kejenye yg ntahpape skang ni. Ngan preparation nk kawen bagai. Tibe2 rse 9 blan tu mcm 9 minggu je. Tak sangka payah gak nk kawen ni sbnarnye. Adohainyepun...Currently, preparation sgt2 la slow..mcm 40kmj je sdangkan ati berkobar2 nk lari at least 90kmj. Keje skang p x menentu, xde kpastian lgi. Ntah nape berat ati plak nk tggalkn tmpt keje yg dah 2 tahun bersame. Bnyk nostalgic moment kat scicom ni rupenye...tmpt gelak, nanges, jatuh bangun sume ade. Like i've built my life around it je. I love the people there cos some of them make me feel like a family.  But for sure, on one fine day, i'll be leaving scicom. But memories will remain...

Lpas hal keje, hal rumah sewa plak. Officially i'll be moving out dri rumah sewa tu 31Jan ni. Eventho da dkt 2 bln x dok sgt kt rumah tu. Sbbnye skang ni ditugaskn kt Klang la plak. Thus, i just stay at my parent's place. Dekat n xyah pk psal nk mkan ape blik keje cos tentu2 mak dah siapkan sume tu. Hihihi...and lagi satu bestnye, da bole start tgk cite2 hantu balik. Sbb da xde rase takut dok umah sorg2. Yeeeehaaaaa!!

OK, back to the " biggest pening" Best part. WEDDING. Date and venue dah confirm. Nikah on 22Sept12 and wedding reception on 23Sept12. Tu kat tempat i, tmpat si dia plak on 7Oct12. Venue, nikah kat rumah and reception dewan meru (my side) dewan ibukota (his side).  Abes part tu, nk kene cari bridal, pilih baju, catering, door gift, hantaran plak...$$$ bnyk nk melayang. Luckily si dia sgt2 mmbantu and patient spanjang proses ni (buat mase ni la). As usual i slalu mngamuk, tarik muke and mcm2 lagi. Lgi2 klu ape yg i plan n i nak dpt bntahan or ade org nk tuka. It's my wedding...i know i takkan boleh puaskn ati tiap org. But at least i nak i puas ati cos IT'S MY WEDDING. Once in a lifetime kot *sigh*.

We are nearing 2012...yippidewwww!!

Pheww.....in less than a weeks we will be in 2012. Alhamdulillah. 

In 2011, many great things happen in my life. I am surrounded with joy, love and happiness. Major changes in my career and love life. I'm such a lucky one!! Below are some achievement and happy moment i had in 2011.

• job promotion....i love this part <3
• experience to be a trainer. well, i know i'm not good in words but i've gone thru months of joy with my trainee
• trip with my girlfrens for the first time. It's Bandung ya'll
• my second trip in 2011 is Vietnam.....i love it cos this is the first trip that we need to ride a bike. i'm terrified in the beginning but i get used to it. It's cool riding a bike!
• getting engaged with my deary Fadhil. i think this is the best moment i ever had in my life. guess it is time for us to settle down and build a family....like SERIOUSLYYYY!!
• i had the sweetest surprise on my 27th birthday.  

I think these are all the moment that brought me joy in 2011. I have few others but i guess, i shud keep it to myself...ngeh =P

Insya'allah, 2012 will bring a great kick start in my journey. Amin...

My 1st dinner with the mgt team @ Le Meridien KL

Batch yg superb! Wish them all the best in life..

Sopping juta juta =P

Lost in Ho Chi Minh

Engaged!!

Sitting Elephant

On a boring Sunday afternoon, me and my lil' sis, Teha went for a window shopping. On the way back, we played a simple games ( the traffic was quite bad tho! ). It's a searching game. Whatever we see on the way, we'll as the other person to point it out. This is how it goes :

Me : Dik, cari WHR 5724.
Teha : Senang je....keta kancil hitam tu.
Me : Ok...
Teha : Kak ain cri plak Bossini.
Me : Tu dia....(i saw a billboard on the left side of the road). Terer kan kak ain?

Then i'm searching for sumthing that kinda hard for her to find. Suddenly, i saw a billboard of Malaysian famous kain pelekat brand.

Me : Adik, cari Gajah Duduk.

Teha : Hihihihihi......(she start to laugh and giving me a smug face) 
Me : Pehal? Cari la cepat.....
Teha : Tu....with her eyes looking at me like>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Me : Amende ko ni dik???
Teha : Gajah duduk la...sebelah adik ni. (pointing her small finger at me)
Me : jfjfjfjssph@#@!!!

p/s : mmg nak kene lempang adik aku sorang niyh!!