Smile

Happy tuesday all...i woke up this morning with a smile on my face =D dunno why but i feel giddy good today. 

While i'm doing my work in my small lil' station, i'm listening to my all time favourite by Lauryn Hill "Killing Me Softly". And i keep on smiliiiinnnnnngggggggggg =D =D =D i feel excited for a reason that i don't even know. Haippp..

Last night i watched The X-Factor USA. I just can't erase this name from my mind "Chris Rene". He look like an average normal white chap BUT with a great voice. Well, not a big great voice like Lionel Richie or Marc Anthony, but i love his performance. He put his soul in it and i can see the honesty. Hahaha....trying my luck to be the next judge? Boo Hooo....   

This morning someone asked my a very obvious question. I walked into the office and she asked me, "Kerja hari ni?". Sepantas kilat i gave her a snappy answer, "Takdelah, nak shopping kt dalam ni". Urghhhhh....if you don't know how to start a conversation with someone that you rarely talk to, just keep silent. U don't have to act that you are a friendly type of person (or maybe too friendly). Just smile, that's enough. Faham anak-anak????

*** SMILE; it makes people wonder what you are thinking ***

Humble Pliss...

Hello spoilt brat,
I don't hate you
I just don't like you

You think you're pretty?
There are dozens of pretty ladies out there...
Pretty inside out!

You think you're rich?
There are many young millionaires out there...
With their own effort!

So please...stop being snobbish. Or one day, all of your friends will leave you behind. 

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snob (snɒb)

- n
1. a.Compare inverted snob a person who strives to associate with those of higher social status and who behaves condescendingly to others

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I find it very hard to comunicate with these "perasan bagus" people. Bukan sorang, tpi rmai plak tu. Rase mcm nak bagi kaki je. Izit too hard to treat people nicely? Why being arrogant? Snobbish? High nose? God never differentiate us with our look n wealth. We are all the SAME. Perangai buruk tu xkan bawak u ke mane-mane.   



p/s : This is a gentle reminder to myself and everyone in this whole wide world. MODE : Serius

Kepeningan Melanda

Bile bercakap pasal kawen je, pening. Bile pening je, kawen... adoyaiii  T_______T

Dok kire bajet tiap2 ari and makin rase x smpat nk ckup kan duit. Mmg x sangke ssah gak rupenye nak kawen. Alhamdulillah Mr.Fiance sgt memahami. Banyak sgt yg die dah tolong dri segi financial, energy, emotion and etc. Tpi tang emotion tu yg tak tahan tu. Makin dekat hari nye, makin bnyk yg ade je tak kene. Moody terlebey plak.

!! Pang !! Bagi penampar kt diri sendiri.

Pelamin Idaman...tpi kompom high budget tak hengattt!

::: Update majlis nikah 22/9/12 :::

- Kursus Nikah √

- Pelamin + Deco √

- Baju Nikah + Make Up + Photographer √

At the moment, cuma 3 yg kt atas tu je yg dah confirm. Ade bnyk lagi nak cari and buat.

- Hantaran 15 dulang (naik juling mate tgk nombor tu. tatau nak letak ape dah. nasib la nak kawen ngan anak tunggal)

- Canopy

- Catering 

- Tok Kadi & permohonan nikah

::: Update majlis resepsi 23/9/12 :::

- Tempahan Dewan √

- Pelamin & Deco + Make up + Photographer √

- Catering √

- Wedding Dress √

- Bridesmaid & Family Outfit √

- Bunga Telur √ (thanks to Mak sbb susah payah nak mggentel bunga telor tu satu satu)

 

Untuk reception plak, tinggal door gift ngan kad je yg xde lagi. Alhamdulillah, walaupun x nampak sgt prepartion ni, tpi bnyk sbnarnye yang dah settle. Maybe sbb I ni gile kuase sgt kot. Sume bende i nak take charge. Smpai kan lagu2 utk majlis reception pun i nak arrange sndiri. Rasenye bile I yang incharged, evrything tu ade sentimental value yg tersendiri. Mcm lagu tu, it'll all consist of our favourite songs (well, actually 80% is mine...hahaha). Tpi Mr.Fiance ok je. Syukur..  

That's all for now. Nak pi mamam.... =D 

Love Don't Do

Love's a golden band, Little hands that have gripped a thousand years
You thought he was the only man, As he left you in your December tears
He don't deserve, A woman like you, A man like me
Needs to show you, What real love is supposed to be
Funny how the days of new, Keep speeding up
But the nights of old, Seem like they're slowing down
Baby don't you cry, To save the truth, From coming out
With words that let him go, I guarantee he won't be back around

Love don't do, What he did to you
Don't you know love was made for two, Me and you
Love don't do, What he did to you, Love don't leave you in the cold
Maybe the tale you've not been told, Story of all he did to you
Love don't do

Come in from the rain, Outside take off your coat
Come over here by the fireplace, I know baby, I know it feels so bad
When someone you love, Comes and leaves your side
Strange what desire, Can make people do, Following foolish pride
They say you don't really love somebody
'Til you love them enough to let them go
Seems these cliches had a reason to be made
His love came a lifetime too late, You had to let him know

Love don't do, What he did to you
Don't you know love was made for two, Me and you
Love don't do, What he did to you
Love don't leave you in the cold
Maybe the tale you've not been told
Story of all he did to you
Love don't do 

** song of the day. let's sing along. (jiwang mode)

Si Dia

Saya tau,

Saya banyak menyakiti,

Saya banyak memungkiri,

Namun dia tetap di sisi.

Semakin dekat semakin jauh,

Saya menjauh, dia cuba menghampiri,

Saya banyak menyendiri,

Tetapi dia tetap cuba menyelami,

Hati ini.

Mungkin saya terlalu rapuh,

Terlalu mudah menjadi bodoh,

Masih juga si dia tetap berdiri,

Susah senang mahu berkongsi,

Terima kasih kepada dia,

Si dia penyedap hati,

Craving

Teringin sangat la plak! Tetapi disebabkan keadaan badan yg tidak mengizinkan, kene HOLD dulu. Lpas tgk weight scale trun 5kg, baru bole dpt makan. Gift for myself bile dah berjaye turun kn berat badan. Hihihihi....ni makan die!

Tennessee Glaze Sauce yg sgt sweet dan menggiurkan....auwww!

Headache

YESS!!

Headache, stomachache, gastric...mcm2 lagi pn ade. Dengan kejenye yg ntahpape skang ni. Ngan preparation nk kawen bagai. Tibe2 rse 9 blan tu mcm 9 minggu je. Tak sangka payah gak nk kawen ni sbnarnye. Adohainyepun...Currently, preparation sgt2 la slow..mcm 40kmj je sdangkan ati berkobar2 nk lari at least 90kmj. Keje skang p x menentu, xde kpastian lgi. Ntah nape berat ati plak nk tggalkn tmpt keje yg dah 2 tahun bersame. Bnyk nostalgic moment kat scicom ni rupenye...tmpt gelak, nanges, jatuh bangun sume ade. Like i've built my life around it je. I love the people there cos some of them make me feel like a family.  But for sure, on one fine day, i'll be leaving scicom. But memories will remain...

Lpas hal keje, hal rumah sewa plak. Officially i'll be moving out dri rumah sewa tu 31Jan ni. Eventho da dkt 2 bln x dok sgt kt rumah tu. Sbbnye skang ni ditugaskn kt Klang la plak. Thus, i just stay at my parent's place. Dekat n xyah pk psal nk mkan ape blik keje cos tentu2 mak dah siapkan sume tu. Hihihi...and lagi satu bestnye, da bole start tgk cite2 hantu balik. Sbb da xde rase takut dok umah sorg2. Yeeeehaaaaa!!

OK, back to the " biggest pening" Best part. WEDDING. Date and venue dah confirm. Nikah on 22Sept12 and wedding reception on 23Sept12. Tu kat tempat i, tmpat si dia plak on 7Oct12. Venue, nikah kat rumah and reception dewan meru (my side) dewan ibukota (his side).  Abes part tu, nk kene cari bridal, pilih baju, catering, door gift, hantaran plak...$$$ bnyk nk melayang. Luckily si dia sgt2 mmbantu and patient spanjang proses ni (buat mase ni la). As usual i slalu mngamuk, tarik muke and mcm2 lagi. Lgi2 klu ape yg i plan n i nak dpt bntahan or ade org nk tuka. It's my wedding...i know i takkan boleh puaskn ati tiap org. But at least i nak i puas ati cos IT'S MY WEDDING. Once in a lifetime kot *sigh*.